I was hit head on by an SUV while I was riding my bike. I lost consciousness, and was outside my body for hours, and woke in a neck brace. The love of my life expressed how much she cared for me, when faced with losing me entirely. I decided to capture the state of accepting death, and how easy it was. This is also a shout out to my father, who knows my life better than I do. There is so much hurt in these notes, I can't contain my tears when I listen or perform.
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I've got time now to get it right
I've been feeling like throwing the fight
Nothing's wrong with who I want to be
But you can't win your games without me
On my own now, it's starting to fade
All this time I've been on parade
I feel like such a fake here in this town
But you can't blame me for how it went down
A burden's lifted I'm somewhere else
It took a while to finally free myself
Could only see the shadows on the wall
Thoughts on my mind come to close call
I feel like such a stranger in this town
It's too bad you never taught me to back down
You were there, to help me come around
Help me to stop listening to sad sound